PowerxRangers

its a shame, how i've come to dread the times when school ends, i dread having to go home to an empty house, being alone. i dread leaving classrooms, where im surrounded by people for a change. i dread leaving, because its the only place where i have someone to talk to, an acutal persons. its sucha a shame that im 18 years old, and the saddest ive been in years. its a shame that i've never felt so alone in my entire life, that i long for the moments when i get to speak to someone who isnt yelling, who isnt judging, who isint giving me dirty looks. its a shame that i crave the moments when i get to be held, if only for a moment. the moments wh

"I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you, not even close… not even a little bit… not even at all" from the movie 10 things i hate about you

amazing poem tim www.sour-self.deviantart.com wrote me at 4 in the morning =] see, even though im just looking at thousands of little colored dots, i know that, in all those colored dots, is the form of someone who loves me. and when all those dots come together to make a smile, it lets me know someone i love is smiling, and smiling because i mean that much to them, and they mean the world to me i dont mind. your the most beautiful sight i have ever seen and ive seen many many many beautiful things but theres only one that makes my heart flutter that little bit more, and my head start to spin, and the butterflys flap in my stomach, and m